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About Me
     1.1  Who are you?
     1.2  No, really, who are you?
     1.3  Well, for a start, how the heck do you pronounce your name?
     1.4  Hey, "Keer-an" sounds nothing like "Ciaran"!
     1.5  Who says?
     1.6  Ah, them.
     1.7  So what do you like doing?
     1.8  Such as?
     1.9  Cool! What sort of music?
     1.10  So you're a Christian then?
     1.11  Urk. You're scaring me with all this religious stuff.
     1.12  Uh...
     1.13  Mind if I ask about your Christian life? I know some people don't like talking about it...
     1.14  My Christian Life
          1.14.1  ...yeah, okay. I guess the first question here would be how you became a Christian.
          1.14.2  So what happened next?
          1.14.3  Wow. How did you feel about that?


1   About Me
1.1   Q: Who are you?
A: I'm a squishy blob of skin and bones somewhere in the Northern Hemisphere.
by ciaran at 2001-10-31 15:37:41
1.2   Q: No, really, who are you?
A: How can I answer that? What do you want to know?
by ciaran at 2001-10-31 15:38:12
1.3   Q: Well, for a start, how the heck do you pronounce your name?
A: It's pronounced "Keer-an". Or at least, it's supposed to be.
by ciaran at 2001-10-31 15:38:30
1.4   Q: Hey, "Keer-an" sounds nothing like "Ciaran"!
A: Yes it does.
by ciaran at 2001-10-31 15:38:50
1.5   Q: Who says?
A: My parents, for a start.
by ciaran at 2001-10-31 15:39:11
1.6   Q: Ah, them.
A: Ahem. Yes, quite.
by ciaran at 2001-10-31 15:39:29
1.7   Q: So what do you like doing?
A: Lots of things.
by ciaran at 2001-10-31 15:39:47
1.8   Q: Such as?
A: Well, I like programming in Visual Basic, and I like making MIDI music on my computer.
by ciaran at 2001-10-31 15:40:03
1.9   Q: Cool! What sort of music?
A: Well, mostly I just make whatever sort comes to my head. I've written quite a few Christian songs, though.
by ciaran at 2001-10-31 15:40:22
1.10   Q: So you're a Christian then?
A: Yep. :) I go to Trinity Methodist Church in East Grinstead. I love my Saviour, Jesus Christ, and I try to serve Him whenever I can.
by ciaran at 2001-10-31 15:40:38
1.11   Q: Urk. You're scaring me with all this religious stuff.
A: Don't worry... I'm not a religious nut. ;-) I'm just an ordinary guy.
by ciaran at 2001-10-31 15:40:57
1.12   Q: Uh...
A: Okay, maybe I'm a bit weird at times, but that's nothing to do with my love for God. :)
by ciaran at 2001-10-31 15:41:15
1.13   Q: Mind if I ask about your Christian life? I know some people don't like talking about it...
A: No, sure, go ahead! :-D I love talking about being a Christian. In fact, this deserves a new section header...
by ciaran at 2001-10-31 15:41:32
1.14   My Christian Life
1.14.1   Q: ...yeah, okay. I guess the first question here would be how you became a Christian.
A: :D

Good question. To be honest, I'm not quite sure exactly when it happened... but I can tell you what led up to it, at least. o.o

I've always called myself a Christian, even when it was blatantly obvious that I wasn't - not really. I sort of believed in God, but I didn't understand all that about Jesus dying for our sins, and I didn't pray either (well, occasionally I did).

Basically, when I was about 15 years old (I think), my Mum was driving me home from secondary school when I had a thought. If I was calling myself a Christian, I really ought to do something about it - I guess I figured that Christianity isn't about sitting around and twiddling your thumbs all day long. Not long after that, I heard myself say:

"Mum, would it be okay if I went to church?"

Just like that. I hadn't really thought about it; it just came out of the blue. My Mum said it would be okay, and we started discussing where I should start going. We discussed the merits of several churches, all Anglican, and we finally agreed on St. Swithun's in East Grinstead (where I live).

I started going there. I can't really remember what my first time there was like. It was more or less my first experience with going to church, as my parents weren't Christians.

St. Swithun's is quite a traditional church. There is a youth group, but the majority of the congregation must have been over about 38-40, which means that it maybe wasn't as good for me as it could have been. I, of course, didn't know this because I hadn't been to any other type of church. When I heard other people talking about 'lively' churches, I thought that St. Swithun's was quite a lively church (although it isn't very lively).

This all changed when I went with some friends to a church called the Christian Outreach Centre in Brighton. Now this was liveliness like I'd never seen before. Unfortunately, when I came back and told my parents about it, they thought it was a cult of some sort and didn't want me going back to it. :(

So I stayed at St. Swithun's for a long time. I became involved with serving in the church, and various other things.
by ciaran at 2001-12-10 09:22:28
1.14.2   Q: So what happened next?
A: Well, this situation carried on for a long time, as I say. I was enjoying St. Swithun's, didn't really want to leave. Well, in my eyes, it was either staying at that church or not going to church at all.

You see, East Grinstead has a reputation of having lots of cults, denominations, and all sorts. Anglicans, Jehovah's Witnesses, Mormons... and that was just Christian denominations. There were also Scientologists and other religious views as well.

In short, I was a bit concerned about getting trapped up in one of these (no offence meant to anyone), so I stayed where I was.

Until, that is, in the Easter period in 2000. Another church in the town which I had only vaguely heard about was putting on a free Easter presentation at the Chequer Mead Arts Centre. St. Swithun's were advertising it in their pewslips, and I was interested, as it sounded like it should be cool.

It was more than cool. It was brilliant - the main purpose behind the presentation, was, of course, about the story of Jesus and how He died on the cross for us, and then rose three days later. There was lots of music and funny sketches, too.

Before the presentation, I had already felt a lot closer to God than I had done at the start of this story, but I felt this was something else. If nothing else, the music (done with electric guitars, proper drums and piano) was better than what was happening in St. Swithun's (normally only an organ, except for once a month when an in-church band played at youth services).

After it was over, I was on fire for God in a way that I hadn't felt like for aaages. It had stated in the St. Swithun's pewslip beforehand that this was being organised by Trinity Methodist Church (which is the church I now go to), and I wondered whether this was typical of their services, so I went down and talked to the people who took part. One of them, Abi, told me that their youth services were like this a lot of the time. After asking, she told me the date and time of the next youth service. I also met a lot of other nice people there too.

So at 6:30pm on the 25th of June 2000, I arrived with anticipation for the first time at Trinity. The topic for the evening was a girl called Cassie Bernall, who is hailed as a modern-day Christian martyr. At a Columbine high-school shooting, two people came up to Cassie, put a gun to her head and asked her "Do you believe in God?".

"Yes" was her firm reply.

She was killed for it.
by ciaran at 2001-10-31 15:44:52
1.14.3   Q: Wow. How did you feel about that?
A: Really moved, I'd have to say. The service itself was very well put together, in my view. Much of it was presented with video.

I can't remember all that happened in the service, but I do remember that it was great.

Afterwards, I came away feeling that I wanted to go to Trinity again sometime. In the meantime, I was still at St. Swithun's.
by ciaran at 2001-11-23 16:48:58

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